Ha! I’ve made my first blog entry
For so long, i’ve been a blogger. Yeah I am. But it took me ages to start blogging on my friendster account. So how does it feel, a little bit funny but otherwise fun.
I’d like to make a letter for myself for some unknown reason.
Dear Liane,
You’re not supposed to be writing right now. Look, YOU ARE BUSY and YOU HAVE A MOUNTAIN of tasks slightly smaller by a bit than mount everest (ok that was a little exagg) SO YOU DEFINATELY should quit writting here first and start MINDING the MORE IMPORTANT works.
But then again, you’re such a hard headed girl whose mind works perfectly on a reverse pshychology and so we (the both of us) just have to deal with this problem forever. Still, I want you to just do what you want to do despite of all the things that keeps hitting us everyday.
You know what, I’m kinda scared right now about things. You know, the research, the congress, your journalism contests, the balagtasan, rotary impromptu and unit meet impromptu (if the school decides to join) plus the SSG duties to top that. No sorry, the SSG Duties is not the top, at least we have the periodicals and the tons of projects waiting for us just days ahead.
Yeah I’m scared. Really scared. How are we supposed to pass through all that. You’re a great girl (at least you believe you are) but doing that all seems not that possible, terribly exhausting too.
I wish for just a rest. You know, rest. Just a peaceful day without anything where we could just lie on bed and have no worries. I’m really really tired. We both are. We didn’t really made any actions as to NOT be busy. We accepted everything the school offerred for us right, and did the best in everything. I’m proud because we’ve won so much in just one school year (and there’s still more months to come) but in the end, they’re just, too exhausting.
Well, what’s the point anyway? Just go on and deal with it. Besides, when have we ever given up? Things are never easy but there’s always a good night sleep to cover it all (even for just a few hours).
I’ve always believed in you. You can do great, you are great in fact. So quit writting in here and start acting. Besides, we’re already running out of money to pay for the internet cafe. 
You can do it! And take care always.
Love,
Your Self
